Mama, your death was too sudden for all of us.. Till now, many of us still cant take the fact that you're with GongGong and the others now. There are so many things i would want to tell you if you were here right now.. Mama, we all miss you dearly, even though its barely 2 weeks since your death. There are so many things i want to ask you right now. How are you? Are you with GongGong now? My only regret was that i never once told you how much i had loved you and how much you meant to me. You mean the most to me and i really appreciate the amount of care you've given to me when you're alive. No amount of words or actions could describe the love i had for you, Mama. Your absence in the house certainly made the atmosphere dull. I miss your constant screamings at the two maids and most of all i miss the sight of you sitting at the corner of that sofa, answering and making phone calls. Mama, although you're physically not with us now, your lively spirit will always be etched in our hearts. You will always hold the title of the "best grandmother in the world", and i will always be looking forward to the day when all of us would be reunited again once more. Till then, we all will never forget you and you will always hold a position in my heart. I love you Mama, please take care.. - Merlloyd